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Welcome to Hadley Presents.

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I'm your host, Ricky Enger,

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inviting you to sit back, relax,

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and enjoy a conversation with the experts.

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In this episode, creator and performer Bruce Horak

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joins us to discuss his new role

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on "Star Trek: Strange New Worlds".

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Welcome to the show, Bruce.

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Thanks very much for having me, Ricky.

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It's so good to have you.

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Although I have to say, it's a little bit surreal,

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or I feel like something's missing.

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I don't hear the warp engines

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in the background as I hear your voice.

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The thrum of the Enterprise, yes.

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Yes, (laughing)

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But hey, we'll muddle through somehow.

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You know, you are a really cool new character

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on a very, very cool new "Star Trek" franchise.

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And it's Thursday, so I'm like,

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"I can't wait till work is over

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so that I can go and view the latest episode."

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But you have done some pretty cool things

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even before your role here.

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So before we talk about "Star Trek",

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why don't you just give us a bit of background

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with a little history?

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Sure, well, I was born and raised

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in the suburbs of Calgary, Alberta.

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I'm the youngest of four boys.

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My father was a high school English teacher

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and a drama teacher, and an amateur cartoonist.

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My mom wrote quite prolifically

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and is now exploring the world of painting and music.

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And she's just become a bit of a Renaissance woman.

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When I was 18 months of age,

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I was diagnosed with bilateral retinoblastoma,

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which is cancer of the eyes.

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And it was so bad in my right eye that the eye

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had to be removed completely.

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And my left eye,

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there were just three tumors on the retina.

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Sort of through circumstances,

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I was flown to Toronto

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and they tried an experimental treatment

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where they blasted my left eye with radiation.

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The general consensus was that scar tissue would develop

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and I might have some perception of light and shadow,

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but that would be about it.

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And by a happy accident, the middle of my retina,

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which was unblemished by cancer, remained clear.

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Scar tissue didn't develop there.

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But when I was about four-and-a-half years old,

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a cataract developed, so I had cataract surgery.

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So, I'm left with about 9% vision.

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So, my visual acuity is quite narrow.

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It's extreme tunnel vision,

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as well as a lot of floaters and flashers

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and all that fun stuff

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that goes along with visual impairment.

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It's been my normal ever since I was a kid.

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So, for me, that's just kind of how I've always seen.

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Being the youngest of four boys,

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just tried to keep up as best I could.

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You know, they didn't really let me get away with anything,

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which was great.

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I mean, I learned to ride a bike.

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And they'd put me in goal when we'd play soccer,

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so they had something to kick at.

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Basically, I could see the ball well enough

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to know where to jump and get in the way.

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Then I went to a regular school or integrated school.

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I guess back in like the early '80s, late '70s,

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there was still a real practice of kind of packing up

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blind kids and sending them off to blind school.

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But my parents said, "No, we're not going to do that.

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He's got enough eyesight that he can stay in."

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And I had an itinerant teacher

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who would come and see me once a week and teach me to type.

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And I used to have to sit right

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in the front of the classroom

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and then get up out of my desk

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and walk six inches away from the board

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to read what the teacher had written,

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and then go back to my desk and write it down.

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As I said, my family is very artistic.

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I've got three older brothers.

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They're all involved in the arts in some way.

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So, the Horak family reunions

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often involved the boys getting up and doing a show.

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And we'd perform.

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And you know, got into music really early on.

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Got into visual art very early on.

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And theater and acting.

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And I saw a play come to my school

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when I was in about grade three or so.

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And they transformed our school gymnasium into a theater.

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And it was kind of at that point that I thought,

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you know, "I wanna do this.

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I wanna write.

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I wanna create shows like this."

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As I went through school,

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I continued to pursue visual arts and music and theater.

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And eventually, I just kind of made my focus theater.

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And I ended up meeting the director of the show

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that had come to my school when I was in grade three.

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He and I hit it off.

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And I worked for him for a number of years in Calgary.

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I did Shakespeare in the Park for a number of years,

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so doing outdoor theater in Calgary.

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And eventually, I joined up with a theater company

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that toured across the country.

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And I toured with them for a number of years creating shows.

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So one of our first shows with Monster Theater

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was called "The Canada Show",

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which was the complete history of Canada in one hour.

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We created the history of the world.

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We created the history of the future.

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That has been kind of the passion,

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is being on the road and doing shows

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and living the artistic lifestyle.

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I jokingly say that I'm just trying to avoid

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getting a real job.

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And so you did a lot of this stage acting,

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you did some music,

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all of these creative things

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that you've had the chance to enjoy.

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You, I guess, had an agent, I would assume.

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Somehow got the call to be

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on this lovely little series called "Star Trek".

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So curious how that came about.

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And even more so, I think the pandemic was in full swing

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at that time, right?

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So how were auditions different

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than they might have otherwise been?

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Well, I got the call from my agent,

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Chris Oldfield.

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And I've been with him for about 10 years now.

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And over the last five or six years even, maybe longer,

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but the call sheets have become very specific

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in who they're looking for for certain roles.

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Representation has become very important.

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And when there are disabled characters

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being brought on the screen,

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they're looking for actors

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who have a bit of that lived experience.

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So when the call went out for "Star Trek",

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the character that they were casting for was a blind alien.

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Chris knew that I'm a huge "Star Trek" fan.

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He also knew that I checked the box

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of that lived experience.

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Kind of threw my hat in the ring for it.

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I did a little research on the Aenar,

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discovering that they're telepathic.

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They've got this wicked telepathic sense

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that basically they can see better than a new one else.

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We ended up doing, I think, about four auditions over Zoom.

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I was in Stratford and the casting agent was in Toronto,

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and then there was somebody in LA.

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And it was very "Star Trek".

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You know, I was set up in my kitchen

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and I had my computer out.

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And they were somewhere like, yeah, it was really surreal

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and a lot of fun.

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I really appreciated that.

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At home, you know, I was still pacing

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like a fiend beforehand, but I was at home.

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And there was a bit of a sense of comfort to that.

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And I think that might have played a bit of a role in it.

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And all the way through the process,

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they were incredibly supportive.

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And I expressed from really early on my concern

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about being on, you know,

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a multi-kajillion dollar film set, TV set.

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You know, they're just incredibly accommodating

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for all of that.

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My nerves were immediately dispelled.

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And in that respect,

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I could just do the best work that I was able to do.

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That is so cool.

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Because I was actually wondering about that.

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I was thinking, like, you know, stage acting is one thing

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and it has its own degree of nerves and all of that,

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but you've done it a lot so you're comfortable.

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And it's very dangerous.

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It's very dangerous.

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Being on stage, I think, I don't know.

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I read some statistics somewhere

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that, you know, it's one of the most dangerous places to be.

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Just so much can happen.

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And certainly, over my career,

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I've had some pretty near misses.

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You can rehearse and rehearse and rehearse,

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but there's still the element of the live experience

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that, you know, is unpredictable.

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Certainly, you know, I spent a good chunk of my career

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doing improvisation as well,

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so you can't even plan for that.

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You just basically have to go in, get a sense of the space.

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I figure out, "Okay, there's the lip of the stage.

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Don't go any further than that."

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Maybe put a few markers on the stage

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so I can find my way around.

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But it's just kind of leaping without a net.

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Going into the film and TV world,

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I mean, there's so much at stake

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in terms of the equipment

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and just the general environment of it.

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And right from the start,

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the production team at CBS Paramount said,

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"We're gonna make this an experience

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that will give you the confidence.

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You're going to feel safe."

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And I did right from the start.

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I had an assistant with me throughout the entire day

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to let me know where, you know, obstacles were.

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Because it's changing all the time as well.

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Like, you do a shot and then they turn it around.

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And suddenly, there was a wall there before

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and now it's a bank of cameras.

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You know, everything is changing around.

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There's boom mics and all of that.

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So they really, I just have to give

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such a huge shout-out to the crew

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and to the assistants who were with me through all of that,

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because it just gave me the confidence to do the work.

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You know, for any artist,

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that confidence is really the first step.

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Absolutely, so you were able to relax

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and do what you were actually there for,

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rather than spending a lot of time worrying about

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these things that were kind of beyond your control.

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And that's excellent.

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Your character is actually introduced

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in episode two of "Strange New Worlds".

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And it's a really cool scene.

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It's a short scene, but a ton of stuff happens.

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And we learn a lot about your character

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and kind of the interaction

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between you and the rest of the crew in this scene.

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You're preparing, along with a few other crew members,

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for this dinner party with the captain.

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And you're there chopping your veggies.

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And of course, you're chief engineer of the starship,

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so there's got to be some competence in there somewhere.

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Uhura just innocently asks,

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"Hey, you need some help with those veggies?"

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And then off we go.

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This really short, but really impactful discussion.

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Can you talk a little about the scene?

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And then I'm just curious what you felt

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when you first read that script.

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In the scene, The Blind Engineer,

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the Aenar character

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is preparing the vegetables.

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And Uhura asked to help if she can.

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And then her sort of response is that she was always,

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she was brought up to offer help to someone

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with an impairment.

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And Hemmer kind of goes off about the word impairment

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because he doesn't consider himself impaired.

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And his other senses compensate.

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As he says, they're superior.

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We just kind of go from that.

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Yeah, it's a really cool scene.

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And it was actually the first scene that I read.

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It was the one that I did in my audition.

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Which was slightly different

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than what ended up on the screen.

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There was a little bit more about his particular senses

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and what they call his precognition.

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And he doesn't consider it precognition because he says,

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"Is it precognition to feel a temperature change

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or a breeze on your face

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or, you know, the heat on a light bulb?

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Is that precognition?"

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It's just, no, you just happen to be

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more aware of those things.

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And I really connected with that.

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I get that all the time.

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It's like, "Oh, you must have a super hearing

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and you must have super smell," or whatever.

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It's like, "No, it's not that it's any better.

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I just do it differently."

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I rely on it in a different way.

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My hearing will kick in when I walk into a darkened room.

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And I'm able to pick up on where people are

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or where objects are.

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It's the same with sensing when a stove is on.

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We all do that with our hand or whatever,

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you can just hover.

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You don't have to touch it to know that it's on.

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You can feel the heat radiating from it.

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We all do this.

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I think that it was the way in for me to understand

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what his telepathy was like.

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Imagine if you could feel if a stove was on

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without having to use your hand.

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If you could just feel that in your skin

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or you would just know that.

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I kind of struggled at the beginning of trying to figure out

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how he would read the screens.

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Because he's in engineering all the time

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and it's a lot of visual data coming off of these screens.

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But again, if you had such heightened awareness,

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you would be able to sense which part of the screen

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was lit up, and maybe even what color it was.

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Or, you know, if it was flashing red

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or if it was flashing green, or whatever.

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So that kind of telepathy, I was so jealous.

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I'm like, "I want that."

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Just to have that incredible sense of the environment.

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There's a lot about Hemmer that I kind of aspire to

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and that would certainly be one of them to be that tuned in.

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I think it's such a cool history

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because even though that doesn't necessarily

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get described on screen now,

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it still comes across

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whether through how you're portraying him

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and just lines here and there.

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So, it's really interesting to know

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the script was written a little differently, initially,

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and that helped you find your way into the character.

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I have loved "Star Trek" forever.

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And one of the things

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that I've always appreciated about "Star Trek"

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and been really fascinated by is the technology.

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Because I love tech in just my own life,

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but imagining this futuristic universe and thinking,

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"Oh, you know, I would love to take a quick trip

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to the beach in the holodeck," or whatever.

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Even now, there are things that when I was growing up,

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they sounded really just so sci-fi,

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like a data pad where you have all this information

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at your fingertips.

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And yet, here we are.

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There's the iPad.

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It's basically a data pad.

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So, are there things for you

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that kind of fit the bill in that way?

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Tech in your everyday life

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that have opened doors for you

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or that helped you prepare for either your role here

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or just help you in everyday life in some way?

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Well, even going back to elementary school,

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when they taught me how to type on a typewriter.

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I mean, that was really my first experience

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of that kind of tech and how it can help me to, you know,

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stay in the pack, as it were.

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And then it's like things hit warp speed

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with the computer and the cell phone.

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I mean, my goodness, the iPhone now is, I mean,

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it's just the most remarkable piece of technology

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with the, you know, I can dictate to the phone.

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I can have it read to me.

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I use GPS on a daily basis.

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I get, you know, my Google Maps to walk me around.

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As, you know, someone who loves to travel like I do,

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I never imagined that I would be able to do it on my own.

361
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I always wanted to do it, but I thought,

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"I got to have a partner.

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I got to have a buddy.

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I got to, you know, have a group of people

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that are gonna drive me around

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and get me to places on time,"

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and you know, all of that.

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And you know, I laughingly remember most of my teens,

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I spent sitting by the front window waiting

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for a car to pull up so I could get out of the suburbs.

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And now it's like, "Oh, you can get an Uber."

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Every day I'm just so grateful for the tech that we have.

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Oh, and speaking of the tech and "Star Trek"

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and all of that.

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So in the initial testing for the character,

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they wanted to put these contact lenses in my eyes

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that would white out the pupil and the iris, and whatever.

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So of course, my right eye is artificial.

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So the production team was already in negotiations

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to have me a new eye made that would be painted

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with the white.

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And then they were going to try these lenses on me.

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So, they brought me into a eye specialist.

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And he kind of took a history of it.

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And they tried one of these lenses on me.

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Now, because of the makeup on my hands,

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I wouldn't be able to put the lens in myself or take it out.

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So, somebody else would have to do that,

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which just made me almost instantly nauseous.

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But when they put the contact lens in,

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it was just such a distressing and upsetting thing.

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Anyway, the doctor said, "Look, you got 9% vision.

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Let's not mess around with it."

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The production team just rolled around

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and said, "No problem."

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They fixed it in post.

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So, what you see now on the screen

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is my eyes are digital.

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They've given me new eyes.

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And that's that level of technology

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that I see moving things forward for performers.

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I imagine a time where, like,

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if they can give a blind man new eyes,

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imagine what the next stage is.

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The sky is the limit with that.

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And you know, as an actor,

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one of the things that attracted me to acting

408
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in the first place was just getting on stage

409
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and getting to be somebody else,

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getting to transform myself.

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Putting myself in somebody else's shoes

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and seeing the world from a new perspective.

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And you know, it's an exercise in empathy and compassion.

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That's such a huge draw for me.

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And I felt like, "Well, there's a limitation here

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because there's certain characters that."

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Certainly on camera.

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The camera doesn't lie.

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When I was in theater school,

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we would do the film and television classes

421
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and they'd film me.

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I would look back and I'd go,

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"Okay, the guy's eyes are obviously messed up.

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Is this a thing?

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Like, do we have to acknowledge it?

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Is it a whole storyline?"

427
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Or you know, there's that great story about Peter Falk

428
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who had the same cancer as me.

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Lost one of his eyes to retinoblastoma.

430
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He was told by a producer once, basically,

431
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"Why would I hire you when for the same money

432
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I can get an actor with two eyes?"

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That has now, I think, changed.

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I think we're moving forward.

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And also, the technology is enhancing

436
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and helping to push those kind of preconceptions

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and those notions aside.

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Finally is right.

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And I think it's such an important thing.

440
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And "Star Trek" is good at that in general, right?

441
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There's this founding principle of IDIC,

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infinite diversity in infinite combinations,

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which was one of the huge things

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that attracted me to "Star Trek".

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Because it was, rather than thinking of disability

446
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as this departure from the norm,

447
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it was just another totally legitimate way of being

448
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in this infinite list of possibilities.

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So, it didn't have to be not normal,

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its own thing that was perfectly fine.

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"Star Trek" is great about that.

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And it's great about storytelling.

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You know, there's the escapism, certainly.

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"Star Trek" is also willing to explore societal issues

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that we deal with right now.

456
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I'm sure that for you, there's a little bit of pressure

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as you're basically bringing this character to life.

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And you're creating "Star Trek" canon

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because not a lot is known about this particular race.

460
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So, you're it, in a sense.

461
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As you're bringing this character to life on screen,

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do you think about what you want people to take away

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from the experience as they're watching Hemmer?

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It's even a little emotional for me

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because, you know, being raised on "Star Trek"

466
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and in the kind of science fiction canon,

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that it just holds such a place for me.

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And it's about hope.

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It's about optimism for the future.

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It's about imagining the best of us and bringing that out.

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And my dad had this expression that,

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"Let us be the angels of the world,

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for the devils have had their day."

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And that just encapsulates so much of the ethos

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of what "Star Trek" is trying to do.

476
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You know I could talk about "Star Trek" all day,

477
00:20:10.590 --> 00:20:11.850
just ask my coworkers.

478
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I really could.

479
00:20:13.260 --> 00:20:18.260
But you do other things aside from acting.

480
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You know, it's not just about "Star Trek".

481
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You actually have done some painting.

482
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I'm sure this is a surprise to some people,

483
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because people think, you know,

484
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"Don't you need some really good vision to do this stuff

485
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that people are going to actually look at?"

486
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Clearly, you don't.

487
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You've enjoyed painting.

488
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You got into it.

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You're doing some portraits now.

490
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How did you actually get into exploring

491
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what it was like to paint?

492
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And what's keeping it fun for you?

493
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Through most of my 20s and early 30s,

494
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I tried to hide my visual impairment.

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Going through theater school, and certainly, starting out,

496
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anything that I could do to appear fully sighted,

497
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I would work on that.

498
00:21:05.610 --> 00:21:07.740
Certainly, getting into acting,

499
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you know, you're just basically lying anyway.

500
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So that just seemed obvious to me to do that.

501
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And you know, I was obviously concerned

502
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that my disability would stop me from getting roles

503
00:21:20.700 --> 00:21:22.725
and stop me from getting work.

504
00:21:22.725 --> 00:21:24.420
So if I could fake it, I would.

505
00:21:24.420 --> 00:21:29.420
When I was 33, I auditioned for a role in a film in Toronto.

506
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And the role was calling for a blind person.

507
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My agent told me that I didn't look blind enough.

508
00:21:34.946 --> 00:21:36.660
Wondered if I could look more blind.

509
00:21:36.660 --> 00:21:39.900
So, I went to the CNIB and I got my very first white cane,

510
00:21:39.900 --> 00:21:41.790
which was life-changing.

511
00:21:41.790 --> 00:21:44.940
I mean, I had some mobility training.

512
00:21:44.940 --> 00:21:47.760
And myself and my guide

513
00:21:47.760 --> 00:21:49.380
went out onto Young Street in Toronto,

514
00:21:49.380 --> 00:21:51.090
which is a very busy street

515
00:21:51.090 --> 00:21:53.234
that I had been living on for a number of years.

516
00:21:53.234 --> 00:21:55.824
I had my cane out and suddenly I could walk

517
00:21:55.824 --> 00:21:59.460
with my shoulders up, my head up, and my shoulders back.

518
00:21:59.460 --> 00:22:02.640
And I was able to navigate the sidewalk

519
00:22:02.640 --> 00:22:04.620
in a way that I'd never navigated before.

520
00:22:04.620 --> 00:22:06.450
And people were getting out of my way

521
00:22:06.450 --> 00:22:08.250
and people were offering arms.

522
00:22:08.250 --> 00:22:12.090
It was just like, "Why did I never have this cane?"

523
00:22:12.090 --> 00:22:15.300
It was so silly.

524
00:22:15.300 --> 00:22:16.380
It was ego.

525
00:22:16.380 --> 00:22:17.430
It was ego.

526
00:22:17.430 --> 00:22:19.500
Anyway, so flash forward a couple of years.

527
00:22:19.500 --> 00:22:21.955
And I was on stage, and I did a show.

528
00:22:21.955 --> 00:22:24.210
When I got off stage, I grabbed my white cane.

529
00:22:24.210 --> 00:22:25.230
This old friend of mine

530
00:22:25.230 --> 00:22:27.967
that I had actually gone to college with saw the cane, said,

531
00:22:27.967 --> 00:22:29.070
"What's up with the cane?

532
00:22:29.070 --> 00:22:30.630
Like, is it a prop?

533
00:22:30.630 --> 00:22:33.510
Are you planning for a new role or something?"

534
00:22:33.510 --> 00:22:35.730
I explained to him about my eyesight.

535
00:22:35.730 --> 00:22:37.807
He had no idea. I said,

536
00:22:37.807 --> 00:22:41.040
"Well, I'm going to try to paint a portrait of you

537
00:22:41.040 --> 00:22:42.870
and show you how I see you."

538
00:22:42.870 --> 00:22:44.850
We sat for a couple of hours.

539
00:22:44.850 --> 00:22:46.770
I threw some acrylic paint on a canvas

540
00:22:46.770 --> 00:22:49.950
and tried to sort of capture all the distortions.

541
00:22:49.950 --> 00:22:53.040
And you know, I see auras, so I tried to capture that.

542
00:22:53.040 --> 00:22:56.118
I just disappeared into this acrylic paint.

543
00:22:56.118 --> 00:22:58.714
We had the most incredible conversation

544
00:22:58.714 --> 00:23:01.380
that was, Brandon and I have been friends

545
00:23:01.380 --> 00:23:03.306
since our early 20s.

546
00:23:03.306 --> 00:23:07.860
Yeah, it was like this barrier had been shattered.

547
00:23:07.860 --> 00:23:10.200
And while we sat there, we just connected

548
00:23:10.200 --> 00:23:12.600
and had a really, really wonderful time.

549
00:23:12.600 --> 00:23:14.527
That same day, I just put a call out and I said,

550
00:23:14.527 --> 00:23:15.780
"I'm going to be doing portraits.

551
00:23:15.780 --> 00:23:17.010
I've got a studio.

552
00:23:17.010 --> 00:23:18.090
I'm sitting for two weeks.

553
00:23:18.090 --> 00:23:20.280
If you want to come and have your portrait done."

554
00:23:20.280 --> 00:23:22.470
The response, I was in Calgary at the time,

555
00:23:22.470 --> 00:23:24.327
and honestly, the response from the theater community

556
00:23:24.327 --> 00:23:25.920
was just incredible.

557
00:23:25.920 --> 00:23:27.150
Like I was booked solid.

558
00:23:27.150 --> 00:23:28.680
I was doing three a day.

559
00:23:28.680 --> 00:23:32.100
At the end of the first year, I had done 365 portraits.

560
00:23:32.100 --> 00:23:34.770
I had a showing at the Kelowna Art Gallery.

561
00:23:34.770 --> 00:23:37.590
I had a showing at the Harbourfront Centre in Toronto.

562
00:23:37.590 --> 00:23:39.780
It's like this whole other career just started picking up.

563
00:23:39.780 --> 00:23:41.400
And then I was introduced

564
00:23:41.400 --> 00:23:44.100
to the Disability Arts Network in Canada.

565
00:23:44.100 --> 00:23:46.994
And finding all of these other artists

566
00:23:46.994 --> 00:23:50.700
who identify as disabled, and what they were working on,

567
00:23:50.700 --> 00:23:52.020
how they were working on.

568
00:23:52.020 --> 00:23:53.940
You know, the struggles and the triumphs.

569
00:23:53.940 --> 00:23:55.196
Just everything about it.

570
00:23:55.196 --> 00:23:57.261
It was like finding my people.

571
00:23:57.261 --> 00:24:01.140
And there was absolutely no shame

572
00:24:01.140 --> 00:24:02.640
in the work that was created.

573
00:24:02.640 --> 00:24:05.681
It was a celebration of the vision.

574
00:24:05.681 --> 00:24:08.753
I mean, vision in artistic sense

575
00:24:08.753 --> 00:24:11.476
that we all have, creativity.

576
00:24:11.476 --> 00:24:14.881
For me, the portraits are about connection.

577
00:24:14.881 --> 00:24:18.870
They're about seeing and being seen.

578
00:24:18.870 --> 00:24:23.550
Which people are hungry for, just to be seen, to be heard.

579
00:24:23.550 --> 00:24:26.880
Since the pandemic, I have moved my practice online.

580
00:24:26.880 --> 00:24:28.650
So, people go to my website

581
00:24:28.650 --> 00:24:30.900
and they book a portrait sitting.

582
00:24:30.900 --> 00:24:31.860
We sit for an hour.

583
00:24:31.860 --> 00:24:35.040
I do a digital sketch, which then gets emailed

584
00:24:35.040 --> 00:24:36.420
at the end of the session.

585
00:24:36.420 --> 00:24:39.600
Also, I can do an acrylic 8-by-10 canvas as well.

586
00:24:39.600 --> 00:24:42.315
So I'll record the session and take screenshots.

587
00:24:42.315 --> 00:24:44.910
And then I work up an acrylic canvas from that.

588
00:24:44.910 --> 00:24:46.830
I'm working towards 1000 paintings

589
00:24:46.830 --> 00:24:49.192
and I'm at 635 right now.

590
00:24:49.192 --> 00:24:51.870
Yeah, not too much further to go.

591
00:24:51.870 --> 00:24:53.970
It'll be interesting to see what happens

592
00:24:53.970 --> 00:24:55.320
when you reach 1000.

593
00:24:55.320 --> 00:24:57.090
If you decide, "Hey, I really love this.

594
00:24:57.090 --> 00:24:58.170
I'm going to continue."

595
00:24:58.170 --> 00:25:02.010
And you know, that's fascinating to look back through,

596
00:25:02.010 --> 00:25:04.049
even just the last year, and go,

597
00:25:04.049 --> 00:25:06.110
"Wow, things have changed."

598
00:25:06.110 --> 00:25:09.030
Maybe your approach even has changed

599
00:25:09.030 --> 00:25:11.067
since that very first painting.

600
00:25:11.067 --> 00:25:14.700
I can see the leaps and bounds

601
00:25:14.700 --> 00:25:17.160
that my technique has taken.

602
00:25:17.160 --> 00:25:20.100
You know, I really wasn't a great student in school,

603
00:25:20.100 --> 00:25:23.160
but I absolutely devour textbooks

604
00:25:23.160 --> 00:25:25.590
and art instruction books now.

605
00:25:25.590 --> 00:25:28.247
You know, all the exercises that are given in these things,

606
00:25:28.247 --> 00:25:31.582
every 100 portraits, I do a self-portrait.

607
00:25:31.582 --> 00:25:34.290
So, I could definitely see

608
00:25:34.290 --> 00:25:36.390
within what I've been painting of myself,

609
00:25:36.390 --> 00:25:38.526
how it's all been changing.

610
00:25:38.526 --> 00:25:40.950
Yeah, honestly, I can't wait for 1000.

611
00:25:40.950 --> 00:25:42.652
We'll see what happens after that.

612
00:25:42.652 --> 00:25:44.790
Maybe I'll just add another zero.

613
00:25:44.790 --> 00:25:46.230
There you go.

614
00:25:46.230 --> 00:25:50.820
So I have one last question before we wrap up.

615
00:25:50.820 --> 00:25:55.770
And this one is probably the most profound,

616
00:25:55.770 --> 00:25:59.640
the most impactful question of this whole thing.

617
00:25:59.640 --> 00:26:02.880
Did you get a chance to sit in the captain's chair?

618
00:26:02.880 --> 00:26:04.530
I did, I did.

619
00:26:04.530 --> 00:26:05.755
What a relief.

620
00:26:05.755 --> 00:26:06.840
That is awesome.
What a relief.

621
00:26:06.840 --> 00:26:09.570
Yes, it was, you know, it took a while.

622
00:26:09.570 --> 00:26:12.727
I really had to work up the nerve to do it.

623
00:26:12.727 --> 00:26:15.600
My first day, on-camera test,

624
00:26:15.600 --> 00:26:17.648
I did my camera test on the bridge,

625
00:26:17.648 --> 00:26:21.960
I just remember I was circling the chair

626
00:26:21.960 --> 00:26:24.090
getting closer and closer.

627
00:26:24.090 --> 00:26:26.790
Put my hand on it and thought, "No, I can't do it."

628
00:26:26.790 --> 00:26:29.774
It took me almost a year later.

629
00:26:29.774 --> 00:26:34.170
And you know, I talked to one of the assistants,

630
00:26:34.170 --> 00:26:36.630
and she said, "Do you want to go and sit in it?"

631
00:26:36.630 --> 00:26:40.320
Yeah, it's one of those boxes on "Star Trek" bingo

632
00:26:40.320 --> 00:26:42.270
that you just got to check off.

633
00:26:42.270 --> 00:26:44.280
For sure, if you have the chance,

634
00:26:44.280 --> 00:26:46.817
there's no way you shouldn't take it.

635
00:26:46.817 --> 00:26:49.260
So, as we wrap up,

636
00:26:49.260 --> 00:26:53.370
where can people go to keep up with you,

637
00:26:53.370 --> 00:26:56.130
find out kind of what's happening in your world?

638
00:26:56.130 --> 00:26:58.680
Well, you can find me at brucehorak.com.

639
00:26:58.680 --> 00:27:01.440
That's my website, which has got links there

640
00:27:01.440 --> 00:27:04.020
to pretty much everything I'm working on.

641
00:27:04.020 --> 00:27:06.690
It's got a current and upcoming events page.

642
00:27:06.690 --> 00:27:08.490
So all the announcements for the shows

643
00:27:08.490 --> 00:27:10.410
that I'm working on and will be presented

644
00:27:10.410 --> 00:27:11.910
in the next year or so.

645
00:27:11.910 --> 00:27:14.790
I also publish a monthly update,

646
00:27:14.790 --> 00:27:17.370
what I call The HoboSapien Chronicle.

647
00:27:17.370 --> 00:27:20.760
So it's kind of covering the last month

648
00:27:20.760 --> 00:27:23.370
and a little bit musing on what I'm up to,

649
00:27:23.370 --> 00:27:24.990
and then the month ahead.

650
00:27:24.990 --> 00:27:26.760
I also have a Patreon page.

651
00:27:26.760 --> 00:27:29.143
So, if you would like to support me in my journey

652
00:27:29.143 --> 00:27:30.924
, you can sign up as a patron.

653
00:27:30.924 --> 00:27:32.700
Top-tier patrons,

654
00:27:32.700 --> 00:27:35.370
I actually make a hand-drawn card every month.

655
00:27:35.370 --> 00:27:36.480
So, you get that in the mail,

656
00:27:36.480 --> 00:27:38.550
plus all the updates and all the info.

657
00:27:38.550 --> 00:27:40.860
I'm on all the social medias,

658
00:27:40.860 --> 00:27:42.360
you know, Twitter and Instagram

659
00:27:42.360 --> 00:27:44.400
and Facebook as Bruce Horak.

660
00:27:44.400 --> 00:27:46.740
Excellent, we'll have that in our show notes.

661
00:27:46.740 --> 00:27:51.540
And if you're not watching "Star Trek: Strange New Worlds",

662
00:27:51.540 --> 00:27:52.800
you should be.

663
00:27:52.800 --> 00:27:55.380
It's streaming on Paramount+ right now.

664
00:27:55.380 --> 00:27:57.780
And the great thing is that I don't think

665
00:27:57.780 --> 00:28:00.990
you really have to have ever seen

666
00:28:00.990 --> 00:28:02.610
another "Star Trek" franchise

667
00:28:02.610 --> 00:28:06.177
in order to just jump into the story and enjoy this, right?

668
00:28:06.177 --> 00:28:07.530
Oh, yeah, yeah.

669
00:28:07.530 --> 00:28:09.843
It's a prequel to the original series.

670
00:28:10.740 --> 00:28:12.750
Basically, everything that's happened

671
00:28:12.750 --> 00:28:14.670
in the "Star Trek" world hasn't happened yet.

672
00:28:14.670 --> 00:28:16.830
Other than the first two seasons of "Discovery",

673
00:28:16.830 --> 00:28:18.180
but we won't get into that.

674
00:28:18.180 --> 00:28:20.550
Exactly, that's a different series.

675
00:28:20.550 --> 00:28:23.190
Well, Bruce, thank you so much

676
00:28:23.190 --> 00:28:26.579
for stopping by and spending a little time with us.

677
00:28:26.579 --> 00:28:30.270
Really look forward to learning more about

678
00:28:30.270 --> 00:28:31.440
the character of Hemmer.

679
00:28:31.440 --> 00:28:34.770
And also look forward to keeping up with you in general.

680
00:28:34.770 --> 00:28:36.030
Thank you, again.

681
00:28:36.030 --> 00:28:36.863
Thanks, Ricky.

682
00:28:36.863 --> 00:28:38.280
Thanks for having me.

683
00:28:38.280 --> 00:28:39.810
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684
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685
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686
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687
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688
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689
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